True to yourself

I'm in the mood to write poetry... but the words won't quite come out...

I don't know what to write about. I need a muse. Maybe a dream like I had when I wrote Imagine.

Sigh lets not talk about Imagine... its going to be around 10 minutes shorter than it is supposed to be... what a depressing thought... but at least by tommorow it will be done... and I will be free to concentrate on other things...

I don't feel like concentrating on other things tho... I don't feel like doing any thing...

I just finished watching a chinese series... its called Face Fate... It was a good series... the special effects were impressive... the acting excellent... you really related to the characters... I can't tell you the names of the characters cause they were all in chinese and I can't remember them... but I still related to them...

At least I could... This character was doing things wrong... completely wrong and against his nature... for the love of a woman... and in the end the woman rejects him because he is not true to himself...

I guess being true to yourself if the most important thing there is... now if I could just figure out who I am...

Am in a pensive mood... gonna stop writing...

I miss you...

I'm pissed off

I'm sick and tired of this fucking video. I've put in countless hours of work and effort into it and it still didn't turn out the way that I wanted it to. Its like everything was freaking futile....

the damn video is 50% of my final marks... I know I'll pass the subject but there goes my A out the freaking window... and there goes my CGPA... You have NO IDEA how frustrated and pissed off I am...

I can't reshoot... Laura has cut her hair and exams... and I respect that...

I don't have a crew to shoot additional scenes... and I don't have any ideas for additonal scenes... I DON'T WANT ADDITIONAL SCENES... it was fine the way it was written....

I'm just plain frustrated.... motherfucking bite me

I did it for the beer...

Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker

Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm" You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone... Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-) You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear. Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing. The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person. Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life. You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face. Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

nah... LIL 1 asked me to

Sigh

I trusted you
leaned on you everyday
Then you went and hurt me
hurt me this way

Thrills of electricity
streak through my spine
when I broke
what was mine

now I'm hurting
and hurting real bad
feelin so low
and oh so sad

I can't move
can't stand up any more
too much pain
straight to the core

All the things
for granted I've taken
Now my blasted ankles
bloody broken

Never mess with women

The pin

Little Mary was not the best student in Sunday school. Usually she slept through the class.

One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, "Tell me, Mary, who created the universe?"

When Mary didn't stir, little Johnny, an altruistic boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear.

"God Almighty !" shouted Mary.

The teacher said, "Very good!" and Mary fell back to sleep.

A while later the teacher asked Mary, "Who is our Lord and Savior?", but Mary didn't even stir from her slumber.

Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again.

"Jesus Christ!" shouted Mary.

The teacher said, "Very good!" and Mary fell back to sleep.

Then the teacher asked Mary a third question, "What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?"

Again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time Mary jumped up and shouted, "If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!"

The Teacher fainted.


from kelly lee

Beer and women

Deadlines!!!

Lets see... I have to hand in all my paper work for Imagine on the 16th october ... finish a panadol soluble advert by the 19th october .... hand in my final video by the 6th November ... have a final exam for pengajian Malaysia on the 10th... have a final presentation on the 15/16th November... then a debate assignment on the 15th November... all in all I'm gonna be busy as hell for the next 3 weeks... then comes the finals in December... BOY! This is gonna be FUN.... the stress... the lack of sleep... I wonder if I'll crack up and go nuts... I hope not :S

The final video's been proceeding slowly... and mostly thanks to joe's camera knowledge... the acting on my part was plain awful... luckily Laura's saving the show with her good acting... what can I say? I'm too stiff to act... sigh...

still loads of work to do... surveys to fill in... interviews to make... this is SO gonna be busy...

Some one throw me a lifeline already... or at least some extensions!

Poems

Numb

Numbness all around
Stiff faced and cold
To a world you're alone in
To a world you grow old

Alone but surrounded
by meaningless people
Living life as
an emotional cripple

She flies by Julian Edwin
Here she flies to me,
on the midnight wind,
gliding on ebon wings.
gutting candles of lonely night.

velvet caress,
with the brush of cherry lips,
hold me, she whispers low,
fore dawn steals me away.

Bang....

I got into a car accident yesterday... things were really fucked up... pardon the language... but it was... my hand phone flew out the window (I was smoking) and got crushed by a car... so I had no means to contact any one... I was already dioriented by the accident... as I wasn't wearing my safety belt... then came the CALL MEN... fucking bastards... Took advantage of the fact that I was disoriented and panicked... the guy I hit had no license and wanted me to bring it to the workshop and pay for it... no way... the damage was too great... he was really starting to get agitated when the call men calmed him down... so I thought I could trust this call man... I asked him to tow my car to the police station... from there I could make phonecall where necessary... he asked me to sign some forms which I did... so that was that I thought...

when we reached the police station, the call men refused to release my car, insisting that I brought my car to their workshop to be fixed which I did not want as I have my own regular workshop and God know what they would do to my car if I sent it to their workshop... they refused to give me back the car keys... after some arguing and talking to their boss they finally agreed on a tow fee of 350 RM... which is more than double the price of standard towing... ridiculous... we protested but to no avail... pleaded but it fell on deaf ears... in the end we ended up paying the freaking 350 bucks...

to top it off I got a summons for 220 Ringgit for being the cause of the accident... dear got... 570 bucks excluding the repairs to my car and the persons car I have to pay for... thank God for insurance... but my premiums definitely going to go up... my 3rd accident in as many years...

all in all a pretty shitty day... did not get ANY work accomplished and I'm behind schedule like hell on my work... well thats all for now...

night

I'm tired...

Weep not loved one
Let the tears dry
The pain subside
as you gently cry

Weep not loved one
Ease into quiet slumber
While I comfort you
with a love so tender

Cry not dear one
Let the agony ease
Theres no one
you need to please

Cry not dear one
let the sobs disappear
And the touch of my hand
erase all your fears

Hurt not dear one
Stand tall and proud
Show no shame
Speak your name aloud

Hurt not dear one
Pick yourself up now
Concentrate on the healing
focus on the how

Weep not dear one
Cry not dear one
Hurt not dear one
for i love u... I am your son

Me, Myself and I

I went for a haircut on saturday... mom persuaded me to try dying it as well... so I did... since she was paying for it any way... right now I look like a VCD seller... at least I know I'll have a back up career should I fail as a copy writer...

got some mixed reactions... some people said it was nice... other people said it looked like I dyed it myself... yea... like I would actually BOTHER to do anything like that... anyway its kinda brownish but brighter... with some highlights to it... nothing fantastic... I cut my hair short so its spiked up right now... when I can be bothered to that is...

I get my glasses either tommorow or friday... depending on whether I go to class or not... Probably friday... then the so call make over is complete... I'll be a nerd VCD seller with a bad hair dye job... should turn a few heads... for the wrong reasons!

I swear I'll kill anyone who asks me for 5 star or 3 star... death by decapitation... mini decapitation if its a guy... normal decapitation if its a girl...

Up up?

this has got to be one of the dumbest ads I've ever seen... the only saving grace is that the chick is cute... I wonder how many females would actually buy bras because of an ad like this? seriously... do women really crave the attention of men staring at their boobs... I'm curious... gotta ask a woman this later... a woman or two... at least get an unbiased opinion... I don't need to ask men if they enjoy staring at boobs... anyone who is not a liar would say yes... but some how for me other parts of the woman's body seem more sexy to me... like the neck and the stomach... not pouchy kinda stomach... I mean a lean tummy... drool worthy... well thats just me I guess...

out for now... have another update for later

Weee...

I got an A for my Stalkers video... so thats COOL! for those of you who haven't seen it... its in my archives... so go check it out... its not too bad... :D

Who's your daddy?

this ones pretty funny... good ad except theres poor product recall since the ad is so overwhelming and the tagline so weak